On Thursday I stayed in Clackamas Oregon area / Portland Oregon area at motel 6 anyways on Friday I rode the ctran bus to Clackamas town center mall and shopped at old forever 21 which is now urban planet by Charlotte Russo anyways I seen some clothes in there I can't wait to buy for me one day. and after I left there I walked to the max port behind the mall and jumped aboard the max and rode it back to downtown Portland Oregon and on that trip it looks like a brutal war going on .there's a ton of shit all gone and stores closing faster than shit. anyways true story about a portion of my life in phoctic USA and worldwide.

January 31,2026 So I paid out of my social security disability till check out now Tuesday February 3,2026 unless I get more money from ssi from turning in my recites and hop cards and street car passes for claims and reimbursements for myself till I get enough money or a vehicle or both to leave to the coast or to Mexico till I go to Egypt to live my life out . so I'm at the same motel down town Downtown Portland Oregon on the south side waterfront by ohsu hospital at the Downtown Value inn motel. this is pretty nice here. hopefully I get more money soon so I can stay longer. true story about a portion of my life in phoctic USA and worldwide.

December 21,2025 . Now it would be amazing if my state farm insurance agent actually did his job because let me tell you what I went to a ton of state farm insurance agents now in 7 years and still no dam money 🤑 and Christmas ⛄🎁 is just days away and I'm broke I don't get my ssi till the 29 th of December and my ssi retirement is supposed to kick in soon and I can't wait. and if people would actually do their jobs maybe I could get a vehicle I'm really tired of having no vehicle.it sucks.

December 25,2025 Well another no Christmas 🎄🎁 because of the accusers. I can't wait to see my sons and grandkids 💗.

December 21,2025 Now the Greyhound station is down the street from Amtrak at union station and is a boarded up for some reason. I wonder if there gonna open it back up. and there's a bunch of people stranded there in tents and sitting and probably being harassed by Portland police while they wait for greyhound buses? I'll take pictures later and post.

January 27,2026) Now This is true shit as well I stopped all my doctors in 2020 all at once except only emergency 🦺 rooms and I have been seeing this doctor here on site every Friday now for 4 weeks and this doctor probably shit themselves when they looked at my medical records because now she referred me to tons of doctors at legacy hospital for my whole body and she thinks my cancer came back because I'm so skinny. well anyways I'm keep moving forward in life.

January 27,2026 I've been sick now for almost 2 months with phemomia but the doctor says I'm getting better , I was on 2 antibiotics and now cough syrup and inhaler and Kevin has been sick and I miss him . can't wait to see him again.